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about
A clear and emotional voice tells a story of past mistakes, self-acceptance, and crippling loneliness. Production is stripped down to just voice, piano, and some bass to highlight ideas of being vulnerable and desperately wanting human connection.
Lyrically, questions laden with doubt are interwoven with a lament for what was and what is imagined to be. The song finally settles into a morbid, circling shuffle, the voice emotionally calling out for help in a final plea of resigned acceptance.
lyrics
I can’t unwind all this time I
Wrapped around my old mistakes, it’s
Making me feel like I’m blind, like
I don’t know how to escape
Send me the feeling of open arms
Send me the feeling of joy
How can I feel like I belong to you if
I don’t feel alive? If
I don’t feel alive?
I don’t know how to move on, I
Feel like I’m frozen in place
Maybe it’s all just excuses
Maybe there’s nothing but space
Send me the feeling of open arms
Send me the feeling of joy
How can I feel like I belong to you if
I don’t feel alive? If
I don’t feel alive?
I’m so lonely I could
Die, I could die, I could die
I’m so lonely I could
Die, I could die, I could die
I’m so lonely I could
Die, I could die, I could die
I’m so lonely I could
Die, I could die, I could die
credits
released November 6, 2020
Piano, Vocals, Strings: Joshua Jandreau
Mixing by Joshua Jandreau
Mastering by Pete Maher
Published by Three Sons Music, Inc.
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